Well, it all started when,
i woke up at 10+am, thn eat breakfast,
thn watch t.v until 12+ thn rely bth or the
bordness le, thn talk to my mother,
thn watch t.v agn till 1pm+ thn decided to
go watch movie, actually going to watch
drag me to hell wif my couz de, but thn
go thr that time, see the land of the lost
so interesting until wan watch le. lol . thn ltr,
bought land of the lost ticket, funny sia the movie
the 'cheeka(a monkey man' keep touch the holla(got a girl in the movie) the
chest sia, lol . very bian tai leh... ok thn my fav.
part is the mosquito de the mosquito suck the blood
until big big , thn explode. cuz too fat and get squish by
the guy. ( you'll understand when u watch it.) thn ltr
go to escape wif my couz, meet Meibei and Jolyn.
thn when going to find Jolyn n Meibei, say Darren,Jeremy and Darryll
thn i go show my couz Darren is toy, Jeremy is fallen and
Darryll is dodo cuz she curious wan noe . hehe . ;x .
ok thn, ltr, saw Meibei n Jolyn, ok thn, they wan ply the wet
wet spray water de, thn my couz dunwan she wan ply the wet wet
lodge thing de, thn went to ply that, fun eh, thn ltr,
ply the pirate and ships, omg sia, i sit the front the one
that hv the dragon head thing, forget le.
kao sia, u sit le, u dun feel like suciding by
falling down le. VERY SCAREY,me n Jolyn sit behind,
scarey sia, until i wan cry le . oh no. ): . thn ltr,
night le, go huanted house, thn went home, me n couz go
eat dinner n my dad drive my couz. Meibei went to her
couz hse, Jolyn ownself go home. ): . Sorry Jolyn . D: .
late night u nid ownself go bck . so sad. ps. D: .
The whole day i spent; 40+, jus to go escape n
watch movie n buy nachos, so ex mans. i pok le...
sads. Money is the best thing in life, without it,
most thing are impossible, with money, can say everything
is possible. D: .
dunno why sia, like have a feeling of something.
heard my mum saying that
'Eh, tweettweet(my bird name) die le izit?'
Hurriedly woke up and see,
omg, really died, but my dad
say body warm warm de, i tink
that it could be that my bird fainted,
but, idk isit true, my dad n mum say
it died le, and it just died leh, cuz
body warm warm, n die infront
of my pet rabbit sias. They very
good frens, can u feel the pain where
eur best fren die infront of u and
u are stuck in a cage and cant help him/her?
omg, i can feel the rabbit's pain mans.
Even though tweettweet always bites,
and even hate me, and always see me
will angry n wan bite me, but i dunno why,
i cried, i woke up at 7am, thn see my dead
bird for 15 mins, went bck to my bed n
cried for a few mins thn go bck out,
could'nt sleep, watch t.v, but i was
not watching, i was thinking wad made
my tweettweet die. ): . this is sad mans.
thn, later, 8+ decided to go bck sleep, could sleep,
thought that i would dream tweettweet, but i tink no,
when i woke up, it was like 10:20, i listen to
Jay chou - Hei She You Muo , listen to that, thn i strt
thinkig of my bird, cried, cried for 5 mins, and eyes
very pain, n i noe sure very red, but i didn't stop,
when that song finish, the nxt song was
'Kiss the rain - Yiruma ' that made me cry more,
omg sias. why tweettweet have to go. i didn't have enuff
of you mans, now my house is quiet already, no mre
chriping, no more birdie on my balcony, no more
even my rabbit is lonely. i wish she could come bck to life awhile
the bird is already live for years, i tink it is already 6 years?
or lesser . D: . i really love her, only that she love to bite
everyone, she is always scared too, idk..... i didn't cherish
her enuff. haish . i wan her nw. ): . i dun even noe is a girl anot lehs,
and everytime i rmb her dead look, omg, i wan to cry .
the look was so innocent and so cute and hve a face
that tell u , 'why did i die?' and her face look
like she is trying hard to wake up agn, and those times
when she dun bite me that time, she is so cute,
in those yrs, i didn't even touch her body beofre,
but, it made me cry so hard, until i use alot tissues.
why mans. i cry until 11 leh. omgs. haish .
i really want you .. D: .
i will never forget eur day that u died,
18/06/09 <3 . but, i forget eur date when u 1st came, i'm sorry, i will ask my father,
will be edited agn ltr .
Hmm, today woke up at 11+.
hoho.
thn watch show till 1:40,
thn change, thn go meet
meibei and jolyn to get the cap,
waited for wei xiang, omg, i total wait 47mins
just to get my hbf cap sia. omg.
sian sia him. so long thn come.
ok , thn go eat wif my mum, thn
go library borrow book in case
when sch reopen bo book,
sch reopen hor, i tink sure alot teacher
sure check de , so off phone, and be guai kia for
1st day! . lol . ok , the cap is ontop. hoho
$15 ... D: . pok kai lerhs. ;o .
okays. nothing to say le . ok . byeesssssss. <3
As I fall deeper into a manic state,
I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict trait.
Blood pressure climbs at a dramatic rate,
I seem to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate.
Start off with the NyQuil like 'I think I'll just have a taste'.
Couple of sips of that then I gradually graduate,
to a harder prescription drug called Valium like yeah that's great.
I go to take just one and I end up like having eight.
Now I need something in my stomach cuz I haven't ate.
Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak.
And you'd think that with all I have at stake,
Look at my daughters face...
'Mommy somethings is wrong with dad I think!
He's acting weird again, he's really beginning to scare me.
Wont shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn't hear me.
And all he does is eat Doritos and Cheetos,
and he just fell asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin)
Sometimes I feel so alone,
I just don't know, feels like I been down this road before.
So lonely and cold, it's like something takes over me,
soon as I go home and close the door.
Kinda feels like Déjà Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do,
but I can't and I wont say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't,
and why I just don't know.....
(Chorus End)
( Verse2 )
Maybe just a nice cold brew, what's a beer?
That's the devil in my ear I been sober a fuckin' year.
And that fucker still talks to me, he's all I can fuckin hear,
'Marshall come on we'll watch the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'.
And maybe if I just drink half I'll be half buzzed for half of the time.
Who's that mastermind behind that little line?
With that kind of rational man I got half a mind,
to have another half of glass of wine sounds asinine, yeah I know.
But I never had no problem with alcohol.
Ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm about to fall.
I missed the couch and down I go looking like a bouncing ball.
Shit must have knocked me out cuz I didn't feel the ground at all
Wow what the fuck happened last night? Where am I?
Man, fuck am I hungover, and god damn i got a head ache.
Shit half a vicodin why cant I?
'All systems ready for take off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin)
Sometimes I feel so alone,
I just don't know, feels like I been down this road before.
So lonely and cold, It's like something takes over me,
soon as I go home and close the door.
Kinda feels like Déjà Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do,
but I cant and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't,
and why I just don't know.....
(Chorus End)
( Verse3 )
So I take a Vicodin splash it hits my stomach and ahh.
A couple weeks go by it aint even like im getting high.
Now I need it just not to feel sick, yeah im getting by.
Wouldn't even be taking this shit if DeShaun didn't die.
Oh ya there's an excuse you lose Proof so you use.
There's new rules it's cool if it's helping you to get through.
It's twelve noon aint no harm in self inducing a snooze.
What else is new? Fuck it what would Elvis do in your shoes?
Now here I am three months later, full blown relapse,
'Just get high until the kids get home from school holmes, relax'.
And since im convinced that I'm insomniac,
I need these pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps,
just to be able to function throughout the day let's see
that's an Ambien each nap, how many Valium? Three.
And that will average out to about one good hours sleep.
Ok so now you see the reason how come he
has taken four years just too put out an album B.
See me and you we almost had the same outcome Heath,
cuz that Christmas you know the Pneumonia thing?
It was bologna, was it the Methadone ya think?
Or the Hydrocodone, you hide inside your pornos?
Your VCR tape cases with your Ambien CR, great places to hide ain't it?
So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye Whitney baby good night Elaina.
Go in the room and shut the bedroom door and wake up in an ambulance
They said they found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin)
Sometimes I feel so alone,
I just don't know, feels like I been down this road before.
So lonely and cold, It's like something takes over me,
soon as I go home and close the door.
Kinda feels like Déjà Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do,
but I cant and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz i don't,
snd why I just don't know.....
(Chorus End)
Nice mans, i love it sosososososo much . ;X .
[: .
wif my family sing till 2:45am,
sing for almost 7 hours, still wan
sing. loololol. i now then noe jay chou
the songs quite hard to sing leh,
those raps n those high notes
wah. i not enough breathe sing some songs,
i love jay chou the 'Zui chang de dian ying'
nice to sing mansszxzczx. :D . hoho.
and, i love die Eminem - Deja Vu .
It rocks alot alot alot, his rap rox,
not like some other nigga rap songs is keep
repeat n repeat and alot vulgar,
Eninem's songs so cuz his rap is always new
and the song nice lorhs, even though some alot vulgar,
but still better thn some stupid nigga wanna hao lian
his rap. lol . watching t.v now, heheh, bored,
so write and watch .
Hmms, dunno wad to write le, haish, waiting for my
japan group singer idol, Mihimaru GT , to have a new album,
they gt 1 new song also, Mihimaru GT - Switch .
Hohos. [: . love thems lurhs. <3 .
i love jay chou toos. hohos . alot singer bah,
listening to jay chou - Ta De Mei Mou ,
nice leh. idk la. all his song nice de.
If got any nice songs, reccomend gimmie
by my tagboard. hehes. i very qian da hors.
ok i noe. ;x . no nid say i also noe. and
my cousin today come bck from msia.
WELCOME BACK COUZ.E <3 . SO CUTE LEH U . :D .
HOHOS. <3 . ;D
OKAYS, i tink i type finish le,. if anything agn ,
thn i edit and continue the post. hehes.
ok ,
ty for reading . ...
AT HOME LE.
NO AUDI.
NO THING..
ONLY MYSELF T.V
AND MY LAPPY THAT CANT
DOWNLOAD ANY GAMES CUZ
GRAHPIC CARD TOO LOUSY
CUZ IS NOT LAPPY,
IT IS A NPTEBOOK
HALF OF A LAPPY
SO I ALWAYS SAY LAPPY CUZ
SOUND NICER, HEHE
OK
EVEN MSN ALSO CANT
WORK. WAD CAN
I DO, BORED
CAN RECCOMEND ANY GAMES?
TELL ME AT MY TAGGBOARD
TY <3 . IF IT
IS FUN, THANK YOU
U ARE VERY CUTE. ;D
DONE. NOTHING TO SAY LE
sry for caps!
hf tc all. [:
sry for wasting eur time thast could be spend in alot ways but u spend time reading my lame post. thanks! :D
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I was blog hopping, downloading songs,chatting in msn,
suddenly hop to a blog, the song was
Kiss the rain - yiruma
Listen it, cried, idk why. :( .
i dunno y i listen it,
i will start to think alot of sadness n
sad things that could happen(CHOY AH)..
the song is powerful to me sia,
listen n cry.... lol ...
haish. once i listen to this song,
i will even though it does not hv any lyrics
but the music is powerful, i could
feel it emo-ness, sadness. omg
watery eyes nw. haish.
ok done. sry wasted eur time agn .
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On9 audi, saw that 40 more hearts to lp! :D
HOHO. so happy mans.
now the ring so nice leh. nice till i EYE BLEED.LOL
REALLY. DAM NICE, i no ss so u wan see, u
go cass's blog see, it is saffron, the sliver single
hearts. hoho. nice hor. heheh. ps
THNAKS ALL FOR ATTENDING <3.
SORRY THOSE THAT I NEVER INVITE. :( .
FULL SLOT LE , PS HORHS. [:
HF .TC . GO LE. ;D
SORRY TO WASTE EUR TIME AGN 3 TIMES . D: .
okays,
morning, wake up, eat breakfast,
ply my lappy thn chat wif balakerneh thn go bathe
thn meet jolyn n meibei at compass,
thn take mrt to lor 23.
haish, 1st time go thr and it gonna be the last too,
why? reach home at 11,
thn tio meh until so lonnnnngggg. ): .
from 8+ till now mans,
and still nt happy.
even my father n mum dun talk to me.
like wad, children angry ah ?
dun talk to each other, aiyos ,
come bck late nia wad,
also not get kidnapped,
i also got accept their calls,
and tell them everything they wan noe,
why sia, also not gonna get robbed,
sg is counted as safe,
unless go 1 place do not have singaporeans.
haish i dunno wad parents thinking mans,
if nxt time i got children,
they come back jiu hao le,
care so much for wad. haish.
okays, nothing le.
jus wanna write to make my anger go away .
haish . sian sian sian sian ,
so long le still angry. arghs
sorry to waste eur time again people !
using my bro com to tag hearts, 900+ going 1000 le.
bored sia
so i on the lappy and blog awhile
if not i will of boredness
duno hw those ppl can tahan so long
of tagging.
i rely jing pei them
hmms, bored, i gonna find blog skins
and change le . whoo hooo
lol
2mr going to lor23 wif jolyn,meibei,dodo,xiang.... ok. like that bah.
bored
stll bored
haish
dunno go lor 23 fun mahs.
1st time go, sians
i am bored.
i wan money!
i wan cash! gimmie!
siao la me, audi also kinda bored le,nw
i wan go change blog skin le. byessss. [:
love party gonna begin soon. i tink . hohooh
and most sad is my lappy cant play audi cuz graphic card too lousy
ok done. byes. ty for wasting eur time on me agn. heheh . [:
I am using my new small lappy(notebook)
bored.
bored,
bored,
i wrote this post cause boreddd, haish.
nothing to do,
i dunno is the lappy lag or is the facebook lag
so long the games cant load and ply
sian sia. what happen mans...
today nth happen, used my bro oom,
played audi, tagged hearts wif balakerneh,
nw posting, 2mr yu shan,jolyn n rena coming. whoo hoo !
ok . i stop here. have fun guys. [: